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i finally got my camera working again!
my artistic life is finally no longer on hiatus!
my artistic life is finally no longer on hiatus!
WEEEHAW :DD
rawrwrrwrw. its been a while since ive been on and im pretty sure nobodys missed me, but thats alright! schools almost out and im PUMPED, because you know what that meansss,, summerrr.
SUMMERSERM. im guessing my hair is gonna be some weird neon color by the end of the summer do to various amounts of kool aid hair dye concoctions and way too much fun with friends.
exist
i was thinking about existance.
and i started thinking, what if nothing around me exists and i just have imagined everything. just to keep me going. and then if one person must be imagined, if one plant or star or chair is imagined, then they all must be.
what if my criticisms of me being creative enough are not true and i am the only one who, in fact, exists.
and i began to feel terribly lonely.
then i thought, well, if im the only one who exists, then how did i come to be?
so obviously im wrong.
and just thinking about all that a second time has made me feel even more doubtful and depressed.
i dont fucking understand GIRLS.
im a fucking girl and i still don't understand how we work
how we manipulate, we're so fucking judgmental, how we turn everything upside down and just tear it apart because we THINK that something is going to happen
and we block everyone out before anything happens because we don't want anything to happen, because we don't want to get hurt. we're so fucking sheltered and its worthless because we just end up hurting ourselves in the process.
people are so motherfucking confusing and we're bullshitters, we're liars. we trust nobody but ourselves because thatsthe way life has to be- qat least thats how she has t o be because theres no fucking
busy
i would have more stuff up if i wasn't so busy.
now that ive got more work in school & responsibilities out of school, i cant really do anything worth looking at. plus im lazy. that factors in a lot, too.
also, im kinda on the edge of my nerves.
i havent touched my camera for months. literally.
but hopefully ill get something up soon. maybe scan a drawing i did or anything. ive got priorities now, i guess.
much love to everyone.
aoife :)
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omg yay! :3